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Post by kerouac2 on Jul 26, 2021 9:05:59 GMT
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Atm, I'm really trying not to think of this, but I really wonder if a first-time violent offender (which I would be classified as if found guilty) would be sent to jail. I have a number of cards up my sleeve, including (if forced to lie about this knife) that it was a butter knife (hence no real way of hurting anyone, would probably work in my favour, as it would be considered a deterrent rather than a weapon seriously meant to be used). There's the fact that I never usually go outside while sleeping tablets are in my system, and I had recently been prescribed rohypnol - diminished responsibility maybe? However the main problem is the court determining whether this guy has a bar in his hand or not - it would be likely that my father, in the car, wouldn't see this, and he dropped it before going outside (so his eye-witness friend would say that there wasn't one) however, who knows what he did with it, could have put it in his freezer, could have dropped it in the river. The fact that there are no indepenent witnesses is a concern too - my father, related, and the guy's best friend. I also wonder how admissable these chat logs are as evidence - anyone can copy and paste a chat room log, and alter names and statements and print it out - yet the police seemed to take this as bona-fide evidence and questioned me about my username, and if I realised these things could be traced. Anyway, that's all I'll burden you with now - take your time replying, keep healthy, and I hope anything to come in the next few days goes well.
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Post by kerouac2 on Jul 26, 2021 18:47:56 GMT
Date Posted: Fri February 03, 2006 11:30 PMpm
No doubt Aus is more efficient at this - when someone was charged with posession of child pornography, he wasn't allowed within 300 metres of any sea, land or air terminal, and with the whole business with the signs, I wasn't allowed to leave the state. Though that was 105 counts of stealing - I can tell the full story about that, basicly it boiled down to my uncle having a beef with the council, and he sort of had me run around with him "borrowing" council boundary signs - I avoided jail because it was said that because of this asperger's, I was obsessed with council boundaries, couldn't control my urge to take them and cleaned the signs up, took photos of them, and wanted to make t-shirts out of them. Having such a diagnosis with such a broad criteria does come in handy sometimes - but the above shows how unbelievable people seem to take this diagnosis. My lawyer said that he doubted I would be told to remain in the state, but I thought that was common procedure for any criminal trial. I'll have to ring the free legal service on monday and find out.
I've also heard about people being turned back to their own country because of non-payment of fines - some lady went to Canada, asked if she had a police record, said yes, and that it was an unpaid parking ticket - she was put on the first plane home.
Date Posted: Tue February 07, 2006 12:33 AMam
Yes, it probably seems by that message that I'm naive or easy to influence, but I'd moved from parents who couldn't see the consequences of their actions, to a lawyer's house - so, to a 16 year old, it probably was seen that this guy was a responsible adult, and his/our escapade or "borrowing" signs, then dumping them and making an anonymous phone call about their whereabouts, seemed like more of a prank than a serious criminal charge. That was the only contact I had with police whilst living with him. Now, over a similar period, I've been in "trouble" (in quotations, because this is the only other time I've had anything to do with courts, all the rest have been haven't been over infractions, and other non-criminal matter) 3 times more than that. I think that the lack of a role model (ex-lawyer, promoting higher education for me), no parents wanting any form of contact with their son, being in a situation that I'm "not allowed" to be out of - has contributed to increased police contact. Besides, people in desperate situations, in public housing, and/or on low incomes tend to have more legal trouble than anyone else - not that thats an excuse for just being a good citizen. Now, I don't know if this counts for anything, but in other states, I've never had a problem with legal or any other authorities, and I've been suprised by friendly and ready-to-help that people there have been - when it's my state that's meant to have that image.
Now, I'm just trying to think what I can say to prove that my uncle isn't some kind of idiot. I can't really go by how he is now, as he's had a stroke, I can only go by how he presented himself to me and others when I was living with him. When he was younger, he didn't exactly follow the norm (when nominated to publish the school magazine, he elected to have it called "penetration" pretending to be unaware of the sexual connotations of the word). As a lawyer, he made other lawyers around town fairly angry, as he was taking all their business - legitemately - perhaps with his charm, people just prefering him. His 3 major competitors had him struck off of practicing law, and pretty much bankrupted him - I forget his explanation of how this happened, but it was manipulated to make him look as if he had stolen savings funds entrusted to him, and things such as his mansion were sold off for $150,000, and his power was cut off on christmas day. This may have had an effect on him mentally. His lawyer agrees that he was set up, both in being struck off, and the child pornography charges - and he was a victim of "tall poppy syndrome" - if you become too successful, it's the community's job to have you "cut down".
I will try and get more information for you about him and his past, but just talking to him is difficult now - he has to hang up after only a few minutes on the phone, and is probably in no condition to be questioned at length about his past, particularly him being struck off. I'm not trying to protect him in any way - this has just been my experience when speaking to him, and talking about sensitive subjects like me leaving the state. He was the guy that saved me from my family and brought me into a world of opportunity and opulence, and I'll never forget him for doing that.
The problems I've faced here seem to come from people who just want to cause trouble (e.g this guy omitting in his statement to police that he threataned me with a weapon, putting on a nice front until he had an opportunity to "get even" with me for some apparent offence - if this was driving me home, an adult with half a spine would say they couldn't), and I've found people in general here to be rude, judge and cast out others prematurely, and act odd for no apparent reason. I haven't found this in anyone in other states. I can't imagine how people here would react to a homeless person - I found nothing but kindness in Sydney, and Sydney is meant to be a place of rude "suits" that only think of money, and only have time for people who have money. Tasmania is said by others to be a state with "weird people" - "there must be something in the water there" and that's been just my experience - despite being born here, I agree with people from interstate, and feel I'm one of them. I have no expectations for Europeans, generally, to be friendly, especialy if I haven't made a conceded effort to learn a particular country's language - I think that any customs I may find odd, or people's behaviour, should be taken in my stride, as after all, I am on another continent. I'm sure if some, if not most, people there are generally nice, friendly, outgoing people.
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Post by kerouac2 on Jul 27, 2021 10:50:56 GMT
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Police - I've just learnt, by experience, not to trust them. Example: a policeman wants to discuss an incident with you over the phone, and says he will ring back. 5 hours later, I'm told he can't talk to me over the phone and I have to come to the station - fair enough. But when I step into the station, I'm immediately told that if I don't take part in a police interview, I will be arrested and locked up, I really think that's dishonest (yes, they have to lure some suspected criminals in that way), but with someone that they know they can just kick their door down and arrest them, to say "we need to interview you, we have tried to contact you several times, if you don't come here, you are liable to be arrested wherever you are" would be more honest. There was also the time I was forced to pull my underwear down and bend over, in the incident over the signs (which isn't normal procedure at all, accoarding to my lawyer, it's used mainly with drug offences). There have been other instances, where a detective in the same case thought that just because a cd wasn't store brought, it was illegal - it had my school work nessecary to complete an art exam (it was a backup, the main file was on the computer they seized) - and demanded that I stop wasting police time over "obviously illegal cd's" - yes, a disability advocate was present there, too, but remember, this was still 2001, and the idea of shedding the "disability" stigma hadn't yet come to my mind. If there are any other concerns about my legal behaviour, either here, interstate, or overseas, then please feel free to ask me questions about them. If I'm asked to provide specific evidence of my behaviour, it's probably going to prove me more law-abiding than me reciting a few incidents that I think may be relevant.
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Post by lugg on Jul 27, 2021 19:18:25 GMT
I am not ignoring this thread , but just need a time and space to read it all.#
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Post by questa on Jul 28, 2021 3:54:39 GMT
I think the writer is spaced out enough for all of us.
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Post by kerouac2 on Jul 28, 2021 4:23:54 GMT
Date Posted: Fri February 10, 2006 4:09 AMam
Latest news - early this morning I thought I was having a heart attack, and told my parents to leave half my things to 1 friend, half to another - about 12 hours later, things settled down, and I asked for a lift to the doctor, because it wasn't natural to have chest pains for 10 days straight - response: "make your own way there, I have my own things to do" amongst other things. Then for no apparent reason he started shouting, which only made my chest pains worse. I don't know if there are any people on earth that would have a phone call from their son, saying "my heart's given up, my time is up, can you look after my estate" then half a day later have such an uncaring attitude, and do anything to make things worse.
Fri February 10, 2006 12:06 PMpm
I really don't think, initially, it was stress - there was nothing to be stressing about after waking up (the stuff thats going on at the moment doesn't sink in that quickly) and I didn't have "fast" breathing, which is common for me during a period of great stress or anxiety. I'm sorry that I almost completely ignored the message I was replying to, and I'm pretty sure I'm not reacting like a 23 year old teen - I just couldn't believe that a family member cared less than someone in the street would - I'm pretty sure that in most places, if you were laying down, clenching your chest, someone would at least say "are you ok?" and get an ambulance, depending on the situation. I'm just shocked by the complete animosity I faced afterwards, and I bet anything that my father, when asking him to manage my estate, was rubbing his hands together thinking how much he could sell the belongings before the death certificate was signed. I was just freaked out over the absence of anything but chest pains and numb limbs - with experience from my lawyer friend, that's symptoms of a heart attack. I wouldn't have called an ambulance, because 1) why ressusitate a person who's just being kept on perpetual life support, 2) someone that had a similar emergency might not get their treatment because of me, and the odds are that person wanted to live through it.
In reply to your last post, that I should have answered prior to this - I don't know what it's like to be truly hungry, e.g being hungry and having no means to solve that problem, and you see a lot of people with signs in Sydney asking for $15 for a room for the night, and that its not for alcohol or drugs. Some say that once they get enough for a few drinks, they hit the pub, but I think thats a gross stereotype.
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Post by kerouac2 on Jul 28, 2021 17:20:48 GMT
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Post by kerouac2 on Jul 28, 2021 19:51:44 GMT
Date Posted: Fri February 10, 2006 12:35 PMpm
Check this out: an email from one of those "disability service co-ordinators" who I have to go through to send messages to people who I should be talking directly. Even with all the "disability" slurs against my name, I can't imagine anyone thinking I was incapable of arranging an appointment for someone. I think my last sentence speaks for the majority of tax-payers, everywhere in the world.
*reply, original response below*
I am sorry for not being here at the time but I was being diagnosed with a heart condition. As would happen with most people in this trade, they left a return phone number for when it would be suitable for them to come. I will ring the person, apologise, and arrange another time for him to come. I think I have good reason for not going through you with matters like these, just as I discussed with you on the phone about paying landlords directly - things have to go through more people. Example: On wednesday, you asked me if Jenny Cleary was also able to attend. I gave my answer within 12 hours, and didn't hear anything more about it until after the event happened. If the tenant of this unit, which was me, was to communicate directly with the owner, they would have had a reply on the same or next business day. I fail to see why you insist on taking such an inefficient way of being involved in the affairs of people who have not been proven to need assistance in life decisions (guardianship order). You may have a say about getting things done quicker because of your position, but there is no reason to handle correspondence that should normally done between two people.
Please assign your efforts in matters like these to those who truly need the help, and may well be too disabled to adequately perform everyday tasks like these. I am sure that tax payers would rather their taxes paying for people genuinely needing help.
Regards
Mark Smith
Semmler Andy <andy.semmler@dhhs.tas.gov.au> wrote:
Hi Mark I have received an email from Michael Sparks - Disability Services liaison officer with Housing Tasmania. He informed me that he was unsuccessful in his attempts to carry out an assessment on your unit this morning and has requested that I contact you to arrange another time in the near future that would be convenient for you.
Could you please email me with dates and times which would be suitable for you.
Thanks Andy
Andy Semmler Service Coordinator Disability Services (South) St. Johns Park New Town 7008 Ph: 6230 7600 Fax: 6230 7605 Email: andy.semmler@dhhs.tas.gov.au
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Post by kerouac2 on Jul 28, 2021 19:56:10 GMT
Date Posted: Mon February 13, 2006 1:36 PMpm
Hah, thats bureaucrats for you, and I am very sorry for continually forgetting (I know the situation is there, but it isn't as apparent with text messages) about your mother. Please don't feel obliged at all to answer any of my messages until you have the time or emotional strength to do so. I for more than a bit guilty for messaging you under these conditions - it's just hard to "remember" the situation that someone's in when you're detached from, e.g online and on the other side of the world.
That being said, when time/strength/anything else permits:
Had a justice of the peace witness my father sign this today:
I, Peter Roger Smith, of 23 Tamboon Road, Chigwell, Tasmania, Australia, hereby declare that I hold my son, Mark Lawrence Smith, guilty of wasting food that I paid for, on the basis that he did not know he was going to become too sick to eat it before buying it. I also hereby hold him responsible of reimbursing me for said food due to the above, and his unwillingness to allow me to take it home, as he falsely believes that consumption of refrigerated, takeaway food will make me sick after a period five (5) days from purchase. I also believe my son guilty for failure to pay $4.40 at Video City, Moonah, on the 13th day of Febuary 2006, due to their EFTPOS not accepting under $5 purchases.
Signed
Peter Roger Smith on the 13th day of Febuary 2006
Witnessed By
Of on the 13th day of Febuary 2006
We're talking about 9 euros worth of food. Apparently not knowing you're sick in advance is almost criminal, as is throwing it out to save him from getting sick eating it. Apparently I couldn't affoard this video rental, simply due to the fact that I couldn't use an ATM card there, and didn't carry enough cash. Last night's phone call reminded me of every reason I must get out of here, too - I was put on hold without warning for 1/2 an hour, my father and mother arguing about whether to leave a door open or shut - it sounded like they were arguing over someone responsible for killing a passenger in a car crash, it was that intense.
I'll try and make the rest of this quick, here is a message I got from a rail fan in Sydney, though after showing him the amnesty letter, he was more reluctant in his offer (he offered to let me stay a few nights instead of sleeping on trains):
Holy smeg.
So Apsy syndrome, eh? Lovely cover-all that, and I am passingly familiar with it. You are the proverbial sane bloke in the asylum who the more he protests his sanity....
Look, it's 2am and I can't do your lengthy PM justice here and now, so I will respond briefly.
Your story fascinates me. The offer still stands, should you change your mind (and I respect your reasons for declining). Indeed, based on what I have read, I might not be so quick to turf you out the door.
You're one dark bloody horse, mate. An interesting bastard. I'll be in touch.
Take care, compadre.
*signing off, hope the transfer of your mother to a nursing home, if it goes ahead, goes as smoothly as possible. I may be a drop in the bucket, as I'm sure you have 20 other people to talk about this with, but if you ever need to talk, drop me a message.*
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Post by mossie on Jul 29, 2021 6:54:25 GMT
I've lost the will to live, please take a big gun to this show off
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Post by kerouac2 on Jul 30, 2021 10:03:49 GMT
The advantages of the penny machines are you can order free drinks from time to time, though when they've had enough of you, they'll put a lemon in it or something like that. But, there's air-conditioning, socialisation (to a point) and well, the other night, I managed to get $5 out of playing $1 - thats enough playing time for an hour or more - I enjoy the chance element a bit, but with 500 credits, and having spun the wheels many times already, it soon got boring and I cashed out. There's a cabaret bar at my casino, where a beautiful pianist plays jazz, and a guy who flies light aircraft started talking to me (instead of driving 2 hours, he would fly 20 minutes and find an airstrip to land at, than hit the bar - must be rich). Social status seems irrelevant there.
Ok, I'll reply to the first part of the message now, as I want to save my best wishes until last. I had a Justice of the Peace sign the document as some sort of proof to immigration, or anyone else, just how petty my father is. He doesn't expect compensation - I wanted a way of showing the world how petty he is, if needs be, and having a JP witnessing the signing gives you a lot of backing that it isn't forged. I really do want to figure out a way to record phone conversations - while illegal, I don't know how it would affect intl law - as that's a true indicator of how crazy they are. I don't know if any of this is going to mean anything to anyone I end up taking my case too, but its better than my spoken word.
Below, I'll include the reply to that email I sent to that disability worker who I told to spend time on more needy clients (ask me for the other message if you don't remember what this is about):
Hi Mark I am very happy for you to arrange the appointment with Housing Tasmania for them to visit your unit. My role is to liaise with services and assist you where I can. It is not my aim to complicate these matters in any way for you. Regards Andy
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Post by kerouac2 on Aug 5, 2021 4:17:51 GMT
Date Posted: Thu February 23, 2006 2:07 PMpm
Most people have told me that they've had no problems exiting Australia on a one-way - the problem is, apparently, that they suspect you'll be deported, and the airline will have to pick up the bill of returning you, hence the "not allowing you to board" rule. Though from several posters, that "rule" no longer exists. If you have the time, please have a look at this poster's reponse when I described my situation and intentions for going to europe, either she's extremely right wing, is deranged, or know exactly what she's talking about. My response will be at the bottom. And apparently, Sweden is the most liberal with asylum seekers. Here are a couple of links that currently have me convinced about Sweden: this, this and this pdf . I'm sure you'll only need to gloss over these, as you're far more knowledgable when it comes to your continent than mine. No incidents have cropped up, in fact, my public housing lease has expired, and apparently won't be renewed until an inspection is made, which I'm not awake (business hours) to have anyway, BUT, the hounds have been released (e.g disability case managers) who are asking for my permission to attend a meeting in an email, which they won't even recieve (!!!) until they go to the meeting: "Hi Mark You are invited to attend a meeting tomorrow (24th Feb) at Disability Services at 12.30pm to discuss your current accommodation with Disability Services and Housing Tasmania. If you do not wish to come or it is inconvenient you can send someone along to represent you."
I told the hounds that I can't attend, I don't have a suitable representative, so they should postpone. I also stated that this is my only chance to "escape" the state and be free of this public trustee. If I'm evicted, I go to Sydney and get a rental within a week, like I did last time. So, once the eviction has taken place, I have a rental, the public trustee has no bills to pay in Tasmania (though they might try to sign me up for a lease here, again, and continue taking money, but I would have already shown them that I'm capable of renting, and they could pay it). I told this disability case manager hound that any tasmanian government person, even if I'm behind 2 doors when they visit, causes me to pack sh*t, and while I've never done anything like what "my friend" martin bryant did, I have the same diagnosis and that scares the hell out of everyone in Tasmania. I also said that I can't guarantee that I won't get into trouble in tasmania, and for the interests of myself and the public, I should not stay here, and I'm desperate enough to seek "massage" work interstate, in order to make up the money lost by the public trustee paying bills in a state I don't want to live in. That was pretty extreme, but with the Bryant thing, I didn't take a threataning tone, but pointed out that I HAVE had several contacts with the police and had trouble with members of the public here, and never interstate. I'm sure that nobody in this state wants to have someone with the same diagnosis as martin bryant living here! They probably believe that the guy I'm in court with (I've been excused from attending, this time, on medical grounds) was attacked/threataned/whatever he's claiming.
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Post by kerouac2 on Aug 23, 2021 15:48:59 GMT
I am in a very unique situation, in that I am in a 1st world country, which is well known for treating its citizens fairly and democraticly, but I am almost being treated as if I'm a 3rd world citizen (OK, I don't have to worry, most of the time, about when I'll be able to eat next, but I do have restrictions on my life put in place, without having done anything wrong, which are the same restrictions as in countries like Cuba or North Korea. I'm being punished simply because I want to live in another part of the country, and there is nothing, apart from state government law, that would stop me from doing this, or anybody else who was on welfare. Do Cubans and North Koreans have the right to move freely in the country or of free speech? I don't!
I can't check out the conditions of an asylum centre because there are none in my state, and there are only 5 in the entire country. There are a few on pacific island. Have you heard of "mandatory detention?" Australia is commonly known as having the worst policies in the world when it comes to treating refugees, see this link for information about the treatment of asylum seekers in Australia - we are one of only a few countries in the world that "locks up" asylum seekers, most of the time on pacific Islands or in the middle of the desert so there's no escape, but for the centres that are near a city, you are not allowed out of the centre at all, but from what you tell me, you can actually move within the city or region - that's a lot better treatment than our asylum seekers get! Oh, and of course, I don't expect to be allowed to work - nobody is legally allowed to in the EU, as far as I know, without a work visa.
I didn't know that Europe ever was the "land of honey" - I was under the impression that EU countries had made traveling within them easier, but people trying to get money from the government without earning it have been "cracked down on". About leaving everything I have behind - I don't have much to leave behind. I don't have any friends, because of my situation (I certainly can't affoard to do any activities with a friend). All I have to lose by leaving the country is not having my state government in control anymore. I was placed where I am now against my will (very much like a criminal), without signing a lease (you are always meant to read what you sign, and inspect an apartment before signing), the lease was signed by the government. Now I have found a lot of problems and things that don't work in the apartment, and I am expected to pay for them, because it's assumed that I knew about these before coming to live here. I really am being treated like a criminal, without commiting a crime, and one of the most important reasons for seeking asylum is for protection - I need protection from what my state government is enforcing on me, and I fully understand that I will be treated no different to any other asylum seeker, and living conditions could be a lot worse, than what they are now - even though it's probably that I will have 120 euros a week paid by the federal government (how many other asylum seekers have access to a regular payment like that). But it doesn't last forever, if you are accepted, you are allowed to live in the country, and I think that's a lot better than what's happening to me now.
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Post by kerouac2 on Sept 20, 2021 17:33:01 GMT
I've heard about the bin laden family in the U.S apparently being taken out of the country just after 9/11, so they wouldn't be persecuted by the public - according to michael moore of course, who also said "why didn't anyone at least question people related to osama?). Unrelated with your company, but anyway...
You're spot on about me only being text on a screen - I really hope it doesn't make you feel like shit. This autistic guy thinks not being allowed control of your money is grounds for asylum due to persecution - take it up with the current state government leader first, and if that doesn't work, go overseas. One of his friends was meant to go to church, faked an illness, someone picked her up and they left by boat. He was out-and-out promoting asylum when at the start of all this, said immigration would just laugh at me, probably when he didn't have all the facts, including 3 suicide attempts (he says I should go to hospital about them, but then you're in a rubber room for many days).
$AUD1700 and counting - could be $4,000 or more by september, if I continue spending $12 a fortnight on food (my father pays 1 week, and for toiletries etc, for compensation of me not living in an adequate house and not having the income I used to have). I'm getting very frugal - spending $30 on essential audio cables is a bit shocking, and $70 on 100 dvd's is almost unbeliavable atm. Apparently the trustee has never held anyone's allowance in the 10 years this disability advocate has had her job, I wish I could keep it in the bank, as it's a pain, to say the least, to go into town whenever I get $500 to top up my travel card (for someone that goes outside 1 hour a week, after 8pm). I hate going outside in this state, but it's fine going out, at any time, in any other. There's just too many idiots and too little to do here.
Date Posted: Tue February 28, 2006 1:40 PMpm
Similar to NZ, a lot of forest etc within 10 mins drive of the capital city, half the state is a world heritage area, really nice people once you're out of the city. If the public transport here was 24 hours, it would be great - so much to see. I've got photos if you want them, but their mostly around the city. I have videos of drives around the state, but they're HUGE - 3gb+. google for things like "cradle mountain" "mt wellington" and "bicheno".
Did I tell you about my power getting cut off in 10 days? I made too many enquiries about power cable to the power co, who sent someone around to turn the power off. I have 10 days to get public housing to plaster a wall that they haven't done in 8 months. My mother opposes getting a contractor to do it - I had to for an electrical fault and not having a window lock (couldn't believe I've been living in a place for 2 years, with $5,000 worth of stuff, with a window that anyone could slide and rob me, insurance wouldn't cover it, and public housing said it was going to be 10 DAYS before someome LOOKED at it, not fixed it - its classed as an emergency to them, danger to someone or their property). The people who have taken control of my life are trying to become the leaseholder, and basicly they've said "let them do it or we'll cut your power off". The police also turned up, questioned everything I had as to whether it was stolen or not, didn't read me my right to silence etc before questioning, I'll relate the events, which I wrote a couple of hours after it all happening, below: (also, this autistic guy promotes me seeking asylum, he agrees that i'm being persecuted, and 18 months ago, the same guy said seeking asylum would just make immigration officials laugh)
The police, this morning, turned my power off, and didn't turn it back on until I showed reciepts for everything I owned. I didn't have reciepts for my austar boxes, because they're rented, and they were about to take them until I explained (while crying and holding my chest) that if one was stolen, the renter would ring up austar, who would have the box cut off. They then asked me all sorts of questions, I only remember some: "what are you hiding" "who else lives here" (they repeated it many times) "where did all this stuff come from" "where do you work" "how come you have so many computers" "keep your rooms clean" "you have 24 hours to have the wall plastered, or we will turn off the power for good". They said this was very routine and that I didn't need an advocate. They questioned me without reading me my rights. They did not treat me any differently when it was obvious that I was holding my chest, shouting in pain and having trouble standing.
When the power went off, I heard a loud bang, and thought it was gunfire. This tricked me into opening my door, when they came in without saying why they were there or what they wanted from me. I cannot affoard to get a taxi to hospital, or to pay for a private hospital, so I have administered 40 mg monoplus and 20mg felodour. This has slowed my heart to what I think is a normal rate, but I am still having trouble feeling my hands, continuing chest pains and am frequently vomiting. I also have chest pain. This happened 2 hours ago and I am typing everything I can remember so that there's a record. They accused me of making up medical problems so I went to get my medical history, and they told me not to bother. Everything I owned was questioned, and I think they checked my police record. They did not say why this was, and left very suddenly. Housing will not fix my electrical and building problems when I am awake, and my father will kill me if food he has brought goes off because of the power being turned off. I cannot live without electricity, so I will have to move before it is turned off. I also have to move because the police must suspect me of some crime. I have been with my father every time except for going to my mail box, for the last 6 months. I do not know what crime I have done, I can ask my father but I think I would know if anything happened apart from what we usually do. The police left suddenly without explaining anything. I feel very ill.
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